This truly made me cry all over again but this time it was with a happy tears and a happy heart. RIP Jimmy <3

This man is going to be greatly missed. He always seemed to make me laugh when i would watch  the dvds i have of the band. I've only seen him once in concert and and only got to shake his hand.



he was one crazy motherfucker, but he had the most breathingtaking smile I have ever seen. I miss you so much Jimmy. Youy have been an inspiration to us all XOXO RIP Rev.

Fuck fucking comms and people in them! I know I should get angry at all but it not being fair or giving me equal chance if no one fucking reads my shit. Like a few days ago I posted to slashfightclub, I was like the fourth person to post and I still haven't got anycomments to it and yet the other contenders all have people commenting on it. WTF!?!?! I don't get it, why hasn't anyone read or commented my damn story? I work fucking hard on it cause the pairing isn't what I'm used to using, being that it was part of the prompt. I know I'm not the best fucking writer out here but I'm doing my fucking best, and I close to just pulling the damn story out and quiting the comm. I repsect that people are busy with their fucking lives and shit but if they take the fucking time to read other's stories in the comm they should have fucking time to read mine. Itnot fucking long at all. It should take five minutes to read the damn thing, yet do I have anyone reading it or commenting? I don't know if anyone has read it, and i know theres not a fucking comment cause I check every fucking day. I got two more days before the round is closed. The first time I never got past the first round, I want to atleast make it to the second round this time, though withthe side cards coming up soon I could do those, still its not fucking fair when I'm not getting an equal chance to compete? (I fucking well know life's not fiar but fuck off I'm allow to say it when I feel like no one likes my shit).

I swear if I don't get one comment by tomorrow I'm making a fucking complaint and pulling out.  I don't even fucking care if my apponent doesn't post, which lets me move up. I'll fucking back out cause I'm not going to do shit when I won't get equal fucking chance.

Title: Of Bagpipes and Kilts
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: Matt/Jacoby
Rating: PG
Summary: Either way I know I’m going to end up happy and more in love with this crazy man.
Disclaimer: This never happen the charcters are not own by me, but it if you want to point fingers blame the bagpippers I saw at church/work today.
Dedication: this goes out to my lovely friend mariagatesdirnt for giving me the pairing for this idea. thanks girl love you hun*hugs and kisses*
Beta: winginblood
A/N: Yes this story came about at work. After i went outside to get in my mom's car to go home we stopped to listen to four bagpipe players play and it was awesome. though also weird cause they were all dressed in kilts and everything it was great.

This is one of the pics I took at work/church. It basically what I had Jacoby and MAtt wearing in the story.

( Of Bagpipes and Kilts )

Okay so I usually don't do this but what happened at Church/work today was something I thought I should share with everyone.
Okay well today was eventful, the kids were as always being kids, spilling drinks and stealling each others goldfish ( *rolls eyes* *chuckles*) playing and screaming that the other took their toy of choice to play with. Though thankfully the tantrums didn't last long.

Now most of the time back in the nusury we can hear what's going on in the sanctuary, but not today. Though after church was over and the parents came to get their little ''angels''... Ally and I left as well but on leaving the building we heard the most unusual thing ever.

never in my life have I seen this live and it was awesome to say the least. The guys playing were all dressing up in kilts and everything, playing their bagpipes. I was amased at how well they did this. and I swear it could be heard all over Rossville.

Here's two pics I took this morning.



It was awesome, not something oyu hear everyday. Unless you were a bagpipe enthusiast (sp?). I know the pics are small but they are from my cell phone so sorry I wish I had a bigger camera to use.

Title: Why Does Love Feel Like A Battlefield
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: Jimmy/Zack
Rating: PG
Summary: I never meant to start a war You know I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for Why does love always feel like a battlefield.
Disclaimer: This never happened it was a figment of my imagination.
A/N: This came from Jordin Sparks song Battlefield, it started with me just listening to my limewire and this song came on and the idea popped into my head , so I hope you enjoy this.
Beta: winginblood

( Battlefield... )

Oaky so I got some ideas, I could use for my next few fics and expect sometime tomorrow afternoon a fic of mine will be posted. I know for sure that it might turn into a chapter fic or at leat a two partter. *shrugs* anyway I taking request but this time it will be a little different, all you got to do is give myour fav. paring and the name of your fav. song. I don't mind what hte song is it could be anything. This is my chance to go outside my comfort zone of pairings though I think I will stay inside the OC Bands but as long as one of the characters is from OC then I'll do it. If I don't anything about a specfic charater I will ask you and try to look them up.

Again I've got like three fics in themaking one is for slashfightclub ;D and its definitely outside my comfort zone of pairings so I hope to do okay. If I do make it to the next round I will be surprized. *sigh* Anyway give me your bes shot. I'll most likely do the first five request so be quick to request something from me.

On a side note I just friended Brandon Saller on Myspace and I listen to 2 songs he uploaded there, they are awesome. You all should go check it out he is great I love his voice. www.myspace.com/brandonsallermusic .


Anyways i will have my next fic up sometime after I get out of bed but until then I'm going to bed and sleep and dream about all the sweet ass boys we all read about...or at least try to dream (lately my dreams have been weird and mostly vacant, kind of creepy).


I found this pic on my old flashdrive, it now the third only pic of my dear baby girl Pepper, may she rest in peace (Oct 15, 2009). *sniffles* :(

Goodnight LJ!

1) Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands [fannish etc.] that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
2) Have your f-list guess your favorite character/member from each item.
3) When someone guesses correctly, strike through the item and put the name of your favorite character next to it.

1. Wild Animal Cheetah
2. Veggie
3. Song in 87
4. My Chemical Romance Gerard
5. Fic Pairing Matt/Brian
6. Criminal Minds Spencer Reid
7. Batman Villan Joker
8. Ninja Turtles Michealangelo
9. The Lord of The Rings
10. Atreyu Dan
11. Pokemon
12. Anne Rice Novel The Vampire Armand
13. Papa Roach Tobin Espearance
14. Food
15. Youtube Personality
16. Looney Tunes Character
17. Drink
18. Burn Halo
19. AFI Jade Pudget
20. Avenged Sevenfold Johnny Christ

Okay so I yesterday was sort of not my day, I had a fight with my dad and he said a bunch of hurtful shit that I really don't want to relive by tell you all, (let me just say it cut worse then stabbing me ever would). Yeah I'm a fuck up, I know dad. Give me a fucking break. Anyway I got online to go over all my stories and started to write down all the ones I have. and well I was suprized to say the least. Out of Twenty eight stories, I have eight chaptered one. And what the surprize was that out of all my sotries you all seem to like my chaptered ones the best. And even though I don't think they're even slightly good I am thinking about writing another fic soon. I've got two or three one-shots I'm in the middle of making but, since my mind has decided to stop working on those fics for the moment. So I figured it wouldn't hurt to see if you guys would to see another chaptered story. Now I'm not going to taking a lot. I might tackle two chaptered fics. All I want from you guys is

a plot

a setting

a pairing

and to make things more fun for me

a main topic or word to go along with those above. (just for fun you don't have to leave one if you don't want too)

the two peeps who's ideas I like best will have my stories dedicated to them. So give me your best ideas guys,

Oh to make it easier on me one idea per person ( My brain will short out if if I let peeps do two. lol >.<)

Love ya.

Annabyss

PS: For your amusement and mine.


Yes I know I'm a dork but me and Khaoscore made this sometime last year cause we were bored. Say hi to Gerard Kitty!

Again before I go I'm serious about only doing two Chaptered fics. And the two best ideas I will use out of all who comment. Thanks bunches lovelies. XOXO

Title: Worst Fear
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: None
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: This never happened. I own nothing.
Beta:winginblood
A/N: Here's the seventh chapter, I hope you all enjoy this.

Prologue / Waking Up in Unfamiliar Territory / Johnny's Deepest Fear / Matt's Biggest Fear / Brian's Dealiest Fear / Zack's Emotional Fear / Jimmy's Worst Nightmare /

Title: Worst Fear
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: None
Rating: R graphic scenes
Disclaimer: This never happened. I own nothing.
Beta:winginblood
A/N: Here's the sixth chapter, I hope you all enjoy this.

Prologue
Waking Up in Unfamiliar Territory
Johnny's Deepest Fear
Matt's Biggest Fear
Brian's Deadiest Fear
Zack's Emotional Fear

( Jimmy's Worst Fear )

Oh God this is easy it was two years ago my brother and I were shopping for gifts for our parents and i ran across this beautiful cermic framed picture of a couple of cheetahs in a tree and told him I thought it was really cool. Then come Christmasday I open a bag to find it there. I was so happy I hugged him which I never really do (cause he annoys me to no end). That was the best gift ever.

Title: Worst Fear
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: None
Rating: At least PG-13 for now, R in later chapters
Disclaimer: This never happened. I own nothing.
Beta:winginblood
A/N: Here's the fifth chapter, I hope you all enjoy this.

Prologue
Waking Up in Unfamiliar Territory
Johnny's Deepest Fear
Matt's Biggest Fear
Brian's Deadliest Fear


( Zack's Emotional Fear )

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Title: Worst Fear
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: None
Rating: At least PG-13 for now, R in later chapters
Disclaimer: This never happened. I own nothing.
Beta: winginblood  
A/N: Here is Chapter four so sorry for it took so long to post.

Prologue
Waking Up in Unfamiliar Territory
Johnny's Deepest Fear
Matt's Biggest Fear
 

( Brian's Deadliest Fear )

Title: Worst Fear
Author: Annabyss
Pairing: None
Rating: At least PG-13 for now, R in later chapters
Disclaimer: This never happened. I own nothing.
Beta: Paige samp_16
A/N: Here is Chapter three so sorry for it took so long to post. Sorry for it being so short

Prologue
Waking up in Unfamiliar Territory
Johnny's deepest Fear